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1:17 AM
IMPORTANT POST:
I WILL PAY SOMEONE 5 BUCKS
TO REDESIGN MY BLOG FOR ME
TO SOMETHING NICER THAN
THIS GLOOMY SPIDER WEB HELL HOLE.
THANK YOU
MANY LOVINGS,
CEECEE

Saturday, May 13, 2006

-+so i can fly


11:58 PM
afternoon.
question.
if you speak and recieve no reply
if you talk and hear no response
if you initiate and see no reaction
do you remain adament and persist in communication
or cease and desist by just stopping?
when?

Friday, May 05, 2006

-+so i can fly


9:09 AM
when?

Thursday, May 04, 2006

-+so i can fly


4:34 AM
Hey Unfaithful
Hey Ungraceful
Hey unloving
I will love you

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

-+so i can fly


3:03 PM
its 605 am. i can almost taste the morning mist hazing in through the windows. oh wait. no that was just my orange juice.
what have i been doing? i just did the CJC BIGWALK 2006 tee design that john told me about like 7 hours ago so yeah no sleep for those who want A HUNDRED BUCKS. just saying me makes my tinge with greedy joy. that is if i win the thing but ca'mon how many JC kids actually know know know how to use photoshop? haha

recently... ok its early in the morning so jocking my memory would cause me to exert too much brain power even though i have such a massive amount. so recents.
now heres an equation for you..
church people + outside people + good mood + alcohol = what you say?
NOTHING BUT A GOOD TIME.
this might be mean of me but its kinda fun watching people wallow in their own stupidity and lack of self control over both emotional and bodily functions.
example: when Majella met buddy Johnny she became a little bit more than tipsy from ONE SHOT and ok admittedly one or 2 cups of spiked coke but ONE SHOT. lets just remember that part. ONE SHOT. then she goes all red in the face and who knows where else and repeats "cc take care of me ok. must send me home" okok AND I DID AH. just to let you know. man i should have taped that.
example 2: lets just say its obvious to what happens when you introduce alcohol to a person who already acts constantly under the influence of such. PAUL. nonono example 2... CRISTIAN. after a decent few shots down its gets easier to get him drunk once the barrier of 3 shots is crossed. HAPPY TIAN TIAN. any whisper in his ears sound to him like its his consence talking. did i spell that right? hmm yeah he repeats everything but in a freakishly happy yet accusatory term. and his head suddenly develops a very high tolerance for pain. smack smack smack. but being the ONLY RESPONSIBLE ONE he goes to the sink/toilet bowl and pukes. responsible tian tian.
me im in control of my actions even though walking in a straight line might prove more challenging than usual. good drinker cc you say? maybe. its more like deceptive drinker. if you see a cup in my hand with drinks doesnt mean when its empty it went down the same way as yours did. anyways i will refuse to talk about ryan cos such things should not be blogged. ask me personally and i shall tell you the story in vivid vivid LARGE detail.

what else. I booked a hotel room for the girls. Ele's birthday. damn i want a hotel room party too. movies? none but what about movie you ask? why i only got 2 FREE MOVIE TICKETS TO ANY MOVIE ANY TIME AT ANY GOLDEN VILLAGE MOVIE PLACE FOR ONE YEAR that all. Kevin.. yeah for those who dont know.. bidina and maybe manda haha .. Kevin was my cat class teacher and the majo nic ashley year and all the rest too the main coordinator guy. great person friendly and easy approachable and takes friendly verbal sparring lightly. good guy. yeah so he interviewed us on our O level experience and stress and factors and shit. DID YOU KNOW that a lot of girls consider suicide as a way out due to high stress? sick huh. do what paul does and take a long wank. then again thats his solution to everything. so yeah interviewed talk for an hour and we get free drinks and pizza and FREE MOVIE TICKETS TO ANY MOVIE ANY TIME AT ANY GOLDEN VILLAGE MOVIE PLACE FOR ONE YEAR. haha. ok im tired and just gave the design to john so i might play a game and sleep till like 2 or 3. love love to anyone whose reading this and especially one. nights.
catch you on the otherside whoever you might be.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

-+so i can fly


10:38 AM
yeah ok ok ok blogging!. so whats been up lately. a ton of submissions. many sleepless nights. too few chances to slack around. and a whole lot of weight loss. dammit i need to eat more. hmmm how come its so challenging for me to put on weight eh? i bet you girls would DIE to have my metabolism rate.. so. TOO BAD. haha but i am going to attempt to beef up cos Bidina said i should!

holidays began on friday. till April 24th. yeah like 2 whole months. SO ANY OF YOU OUT THERE WHO GOT NOTHING TO DO AND NEED SOME WHOLESOME INNOCENT COMPANY YOU KNOW WHO TO ASK YES. no please no your priest. ME. and so here is my list on what i what to do during my hols.
1.Stencil some walls. 2 so far asking.
2.Enrich myself in graphic design stuff.
3.Do a b&w photo series.
4. ROAD TRIP ROAD TRIP ROAD TRIP!!!!!
5.oh get faster and more creative with bass.
6. GIGS MAN I NEED SOME GIGS. MARCH 4th. at sentosa our next gig. no not second storey.
7. and well this should be first but im doubting how free she is so yeah. spend time with Bidina. BINA SOMEONE CALLED HER TODAY. bina bina bina.
8. put on weight.
9.spend more time with friends than i have.
10. try not to be so emotionally pathetic.
HAHA

today. first off was ACJC funfair which was not so much that fun but with paul and the gang around it was pretty good. met the SFG boys and they were a blast. left with Bidina to watch Vinyl Summer play. the new bassist dude is pretty bad i think. a lot of mistakes and not to mention stiff as an erected twig. BUT HE CAN LEARN! not the best of gigs by them i say.
after that was nick's party. ups and downs. and one lesson learnt here. alcohol is NOT meant for everyone. no no no. but Christian with some booze is funny man. CHRISTIAN IF YOU ARE READING THIS IM SORRY IF I OFFENDED YOU OR MADE USE/FUN OF YOU. ALL IN THE GOOD SPIRIT OF LAUGHTER YES BUDDY?. you hate indians dont you you cunning little thing. yes it was funny. left for home and got a little disappointed. blogging now. finish. i want sleep so i shall.
nights everyone and remember,
if the sky turns purple in the midst of a blue and yellow winter, you got some eyes to get checked.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

-+so i can fly


10:37 AM
man its been so long since i blogged i can almost see the cobwebs. almost.
so. first gig in a long time went pretty well. felt kinda rockstar with all the people shouting chai from the stage floor and some dude i dont know trying to touch my shoe. and best part of all dexter didnt have any! and he's supposed to be the handsome one. least now we know who GOT DA CHARM. haha no not you Nick.

Bidina left for australia. the whole world cried that afternoon. BUT SHES COMING BACK. not as soon as id like but better than not at all. i wouldnt use the word boring but since she left feels like im missing something to do like theres this itch i cant scratch like a small void thats sucking everything in. read your letter Bidina. tears of happiness.

today is christmas and the person i wanted so badly to celebrate it with is tanning her ass off in some white haired white skinned beach. i hope they are gay. went to perform at Risen Christ church. Paul Nick and I unplugged. Nick was nervous hence the our slightly unmetronome timing but it will be fixed. no worries Nick and Paul tried to kiss me. gave me the ol' look there i kiss you trick. I DIDNT FALL FOR IT. instead i smacked him in the kadoodles and he chased me around the room threating to kill me with his own brand of perfume. Majo and Aileen got some. hope you liked it. haha gifts this year were not as great i mean I BOUGHT EVERYONE A CD! ok so i missed Thomas Edwin and Paul. soon buddies soon. coolest things i got were 250 total which i am so stoked about cos i recovered my spendings. 200 bucks man. a belt from Edwin who is now my buddy for life and The Strokes cd. although i would have liked a little better...
1.As I Lay Dying
2.Dead Poetic
3.Atreyu
4.From First To Last
5.Bullet For My Valentine
6.Yesterdays Rising
so those who DIDNT buy me a cd start saving cos there are 12 days of Christmas and im still in a very reciving mood. anyways i feel the desire to play bass less appealing now so i will force my fingers to play. no not with themselves but with Fender. Its a she.

im off. and remember if you havent got me something cool Santa will come down personally and suffocate you with his big red christmas present sack which holds every present in the world. good day.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

-+so i can fly

welcome. now you must be thinking, "HEY! wasn't this place white a couple of days ago?" seeing how amazed you are with that dumbstruk expression and saliva-leaking hole in your face i'll let you in on a little secret. come here. closer. closer. just between you and me I CHANGED IT. ok ok ok so i got a little help from Adrian. bite me. -insert roar- so enjoy your stay dont get too jealous and remember..
if i cant do it , you probably cant either.
grin.

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